help, i'm alive

i wish you could choose which specific memories you’ve had in your life you can keep, and which you can delete. some memories: “move to recycle bin”

corrinexplainsitall:

“Forget them, Wendy. Forget them all. Come with me where you’ll never, never have to worry about grown up things again.”

Never is an awfully long time.

i can’t sleep at all, i’ve spent the day pretending that i am not sad or hurt about what happened, but now it’s night time and i can find no more things to distract myself from it. i awoke and “decided” i didn’t care, watched happy movies, listened to happy songs, took myself for a walk but i think i have to feel it. feelings, blergh. not for me. no crying, just wishing and praying at 11:11 … i can’t sleep, i can’t sleep, i can’t sleep.

secret, anonymous tumblr. hello heart throbs! <3